As the weeks of training continue on, life here is beginning
to seem more like a reality than a trip. Routines are established, friendships
are built, habits are formed, new things are learned both at home and at
training, and the days between the present and our departure from home grow
more numerous. It no longer gives my heart a small pang to wake up (slightly
frozen), stare about myself, and think: “This is my life now. There is no going
back.” It is merely another fact of life, like the roosters crowing, the sun
rising, and the bus stopping for cows to cross the road.
This week, I have missed a few days of training. On Friday,
I started to feel ill, and noticed that I was getting an upset stomach. On
Saturday, I had little appetite and diarrhea. Sunday continued those symptoms
in the morning, with a fever starting in the midafternoon. When I took my
temperature at 2:30pm on Sunday, it was 101. I took some non-aspirin (African
Tylenol) and went to bed. I awoke at 3:15am in some pretty intense pain and sprinted
to the latrine. I took my temperature, and it was 102.8. I took more
non-aspirin and waited for morning, wishing I had a cell phone to call for
help. I fell back asleep and woke up the next morning with my fever down to 100
but absolutely no energy. I dragged myself to training, where I was promptly
sent to the Peace Corps medical center in Mbabane.
Day, our absolutely wonderful medical officer, took some
blood, did a brief exam, and diagnosed me with a bacterial infection. She put
me on an antibiotic and an antinausea medication. I promptly fell asleep, and
did not awaken until dinnertime (Monday). I did not eat, but merely went back
to sleep. I woke up long enough to take a shower that evening (running water
and heat exist at our med center), and then slept until the next morning.
Although Tuesday morning found me weak, I felt better. Since most of my
symptoms weren’t better (the exception being fever), they decided to hold me
another night. I slept much of Tuesday and then today, Wednesday (17 July), I
woke up with most symptoms gone and some of my strength back. I’m still tired
and weaker than I was going in, but I am far stronger than I was just a few
days ago and my appetite has returned in full force. Getting sick is part of
going to a new country with different endemic diseases, and we really do have
the best medical care available to us to handle that transition.
The med hut, which is really not a hut at all, has heat,
wifi, a microwave, a refrigerator, catered meals, a flush toilet, a giant
bathtub with a shower, two pillows on the bed, loads of blankets, unlimited hot
tea, and the most caring medical staff imaginable. I will have to catch up on
everything that I have missed during training, but I certainly haven’t been
slumming it while I was busy being sick and feeling sorry for myself. I am much
better emotionally as well, as I got to get away from my situation and
reassess, meditate, and sleep on all my problems. Getting sick was honestly
more of a blessing than a curse, although it’s a blessing I don’t need again
for a while!
On another note, as routines here become established, they
become less of a novelty and a fascination to me and more of a reality. I stop
seeing things as new and exciting as I acclimate, and that may mean that I don’t
write about something that some of you are curious about. If there are any
questions that you have or anything in particular you want me to post on,
please let me know! I could use the inspiration, and it will keep me looking at
Swaziland with a fresh light in my eyes. My dad has requested a post about
Siswati, the language spoken here, so maybe I’ll get started on that one soon.
Wow. I always thought that being so small while you were growing up would either make you tough as nails or turn you into a princess. I think we have our answer! You are one tough cookie and I am one proud papa!
ReplyDeleteYes, Kelsey...As you start to learn the language, I would be fascinated about the process that your mind goes through. A baby listens thousands of hours before producing the first sounds/words. You are more advanced but still are going through similar steps immersed in the language and culture. Are you learning polite expressions? Self-introductions? Basic health questions and answers? I will share your language acquisition with my students this year to encourage them! "Saber es poder..." Knowledge is being able to do...You are finding that inner strength that was there all along. Love, Aunt Pat
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